auto-pilot

my best auditions, happen when i'm on auto-pilot. i have no self awareness.

I practice each moment over-and-over-and-over, until I'm at the point where I can hear the line "Where are you going to go?" and I'm triggered with an emotion, and reply, "I don't know." There's no thinking involved. It just drives itself.

i love that.

that was my audition yesterday.

it took A LOT of work to get there though.